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fragments #2

sins

sirens

signals

signs

sigh

symbols

symbions

syllables

scenery

sex

sea

see

she

and

on her bosom

I lay rest

my weary

mind.

Cinta, Eksistensialisme, English, Puisi

Room

There is no outside world
just this room
spacey, controllable environment
and I am free, inside

I escape reality
reject responsibility
my body and mind lack capability
to move, strive, struggle, no agility

But I am not running, no
how can I run if I can’t even stand,
nor speak, nor think straight
or see the light that bestowed upon me

But I do believe in love, that surpasses all
I do believe that if we love each other, all of these
sickness does not matter,
love does not make it better
or worse, it will put fidelity in the gutter

What it surpass is our understanding
to one another and to ourselves

That there is no bad intentions
in loving one another
but dire consequences
lies in unfulfilled desire

Despair is the sickness
everyone must endure
unto death

I love you
and nothing can stop that

But we can stop
hurting each other
by stopping those
that entails love.



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Tenang di dalam Gua

Kata-kata menguap, menyerap ke pori-pori
dan kau adalah oksigen ke paru-paru
stimulan kehidupan, memabukkan
tapi hidup,

melenakan tapi hidup,

sementara kesadaran adalah kematian.

Kebebasan, pembebasan, jaga keseimbangan
agar tidak kebablasan, ketersesatan ada di setiap lekukan jalan

Aih, begitu banyak kawan yang jadi penipu, pelacur
pencuri, perusak, permainan berbahaya
bisakah kau dan aku tetap percaya
bahwa kita saling menjaga
bukan lawan main
tapi kolaborator

Biarkan aku menenangkanmu
dan kau, aku
ketika badai itu datang
rengkuh aku dalam gua-gua pikiranmu
dan aku akan nyalakan api Plato

dunia kita buat
dalam mimpi aboriginal

dunia kita buat
menjadi lengkap