2018: Year of Love and It’s Terror

Those who know me probably know that 2018 might be one of the heaviest year of my life. In January, I lost my father. I gain some old and new friends. Lost them. Gain some love, lost them. Gain some weight and mental illnesses—Oh, shit they won’t go away. Probably my closest friends now. I…

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When I Leave

I know I can be hard. So I thank you for staying. But I understand those who left or if you want to leave, since… I can be hard. Who would bear the circling uttered words of meaningless anxiety, the reckless raging action, the inconsistency of commitment, the constant change of plans, the tender love…

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Tenang di dalam Gua

Kata-kata menguap, menyerap ke pori-pori dan kau adalah oksigen ke paru-paru stimulan kehidupan, memabukkan tapi hidup, melenakan tapi hidup, sementara kesadaran adalah kematian. Kebebasan, pembebasan, jaga keseimbangan agar tidak kebablasan, ketersesatan ada di setiap lekukan jalan Aih, begitu banyak kawan yang jadi penipu, pelacur pencuri, perusak, permainan berbahaya bisakah kau dan aku tetap percaya bahwa…

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