Eksistensialisme, English, Filsafat, Memoir, Musik, Puisi, Racauan

Fatter, Sickier

Too productive
Keep poor
No drinking because poor and gout
Never exercise anywhere
Getting on quarrel with your associate employee contemporaries
At tense
Eating bad (more instant noodle dinners and saturated fats)
Non patient, bad driver
A wrecked car (no kids or family)
Sleeping hard (bad dreams or not sleeping at all)
Always paranoia
Missing my former animal (I don’t have time to visit him in my ex wife’s house)
Avoid old friends (fuck chitchat about shit)
Will forgetfully check credit at (moral) bank (hole in the wall)
Favours for nothing
Broke but in love
Too much Charity for dip-shits
On Sundays get more depressed
(Suicidal or self harm thoughts putting boiling water on my hands while cooking noodle)
Never wash the car (not even on Sundays)
Always afraid of the dark or midday shadows
Always so ridiculously teenage and desperate
Always so childish
At a worst pace
Slower but not better
No chance of escape
Not self-employed
Concerned (but powerless)
An empowered and informed member of society (idealism is dead)
Often cry in public
Get illness at every chance
Tyres that might blow up anytime (thus no baby)
A bad memory
Avoid good films, don’t want to activate trauma
Still kisses when possible
Often empty and frantic
Like a dog
Beat by a stick
That’s distributed into
Cheap restaurant on the bus terminal (the ability to scream with every blood clot)
Anxious
Fatter, sickier and too productive
A man
In a room
Avoiding medication.


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