Alam, Cinta, Eksistensialisme, Perlawanan, Puisi, Uncategorized

Tamu

by Adrianne Claudia

takdir datang tak ketuk pintu. barangkali ia lupa tata krama yang santun ketika bertamu. tak ada salam yang kita dengar dari dapur, atau tanda-tanda kabar ketika pamit keluar.

takdir datang tak ketuk pintu. barangkali kita lupa jadi tuan rumah yang menerima, menjamu tamu sekali waktu. tak ada rencana yang bisa kita baca di surat kabar, atau suratan yang mampir di kotak pos.

sekali-kali musti kita mau siaga menengok dan menyiapkan ia masuk.

semoga kita selalu dikasih kekuatan.

00:38
20/01/2018

Eksistensialisme, Puisi, Uncategorized

Yorrick

I am a man who don’t mind losing
but often end up winning
not because of my wit
nor my cunning cheat

I am simply, a fortune’s fool

Mercutio, O, Mercutio
look where the Queen Mab hath taken us

She is the fairies’ midwife, and she comes
In shape no bigger than an agate stone
On the forefinger of an alderman,
Drawn with a team of little atomi
Over men’s noses as they lie asleep.

Tonight I am afraid
of all the luck that I’ve got
all the fuck that I gave
the buck that I spent

Will they come back to me
as a tragedy of a modern man
who mixed spirituality and ambition
in a brief candle kind of life
in a world that is nothing but a stage

Alas, Queen Mab reminds me of dreamlike life
that can become a mare I ride
in the nights of the witty and cunning
clown.

Cinta, Eksistensialisme, English, Puisi, Racauan

Esser

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There is a place where we don’t have to choose. We can love each other freely, out of differences or social restraints. This place is an island of mystery and secrets; our mystery, our secret. It is a garden that we nurture, sacred, therefore we need to protect it with all our might.

It has to be kept from the outside world. And the outside has to be kept from it. For when a breach exist, both will ruin one another, and consume us like the giant snake of time. You, me, and the world we live in will cease to exist, thus end life as we know it.

So let us protect it with complications; create a deep labyrinth with tricks and traps, with monsters and demigods. You have your minotaur, I’ll have my Medusa. But beware of the green-eyed cyclops luring from behind the mountain. For it is a blind Shiva, with Uoroboros on his neck, ready to destroy anything on its path. Its eyeball is a mirror of a bitter truth, that will open any secrets, expose every sin, and use it to kill us.

It will pollute our island, defile our garden, and we will be transformed from angels and fairies to be a two shouldered beast. We will eat each other, and when we’re done, we will eat ourselves. From carcasses of our memories we will make our body; a chimera, the undead.

Alas, even to imagine it we quiver with fear, more than we fear death. For death is nothing but eternal sleep, but this clash of two worlds, is a big bang to eternal nightmare. She run through frozen fire and burning ice, and we’ll be her tormented captive. We’ll be forgetful of each torture, so every time we die, we’ll be revived with fresh memories to run with her and die again and again and again…

Thus, to avoid that mare, we meet each other’s eyes, and we lie truthfully. So truthful that we come to believe, that there was no secret island, no sacred garden. Just lonely people who happened to have the same imagination, but never share it to one another.

Nobody will ever know our great golden copulations, our Dionysian ritual, but ourselves, individually. Just a glimpse of an eye, is a thousand years in that island, that secret garden. Keep that secret, and we can die in peace and dignity in reality, while live happily ever after in the island.

Lie to each other, live with each other, life for each other, love one another.

Alam, Cinta, Eksistensialisme, Puisi, Uncategorized

Muazin

Dia memandang langit mendung dan kerinduan merundung
pada apa-apa di kegelapan, ketika waktu jadi lautan
ia terbawa jauh ke tengah, gelegak air asin masuk ke dada
tenggelam hingga pasrah, lalu mengambang tak berdaya

Bintang itu adalah rumahnya,
sebuah pulau di angkasa raya
di sana, ia lihat bapaknya, bercahaya,
tak tergapai, sinar yang sampai
sudah lama selesai

Suara adzan menggema semesta
menyambut kefanaan,
tak pernah habis
shalat tak pernah didirikan
Muazin terus bersenandung

Kidung sapaan Tuhan
hantu berjalan terbalik
likur garis angkasa
kasar mengabur
mengubur
buram
ramal
malam

Musafir yang selalu berikhtiar
adalah kafir bagi mereka
yang memuja dan melupa
bahwa hidup yang sementara
tak hanya untuk berdoa
tapi juga untuk bekerja
dan bersukaria